Semester 7

Dear you,

Just finished my fourth presentation for this semester. It was Islamic Social Institution subject about choosing the spouse.

Nevertheless, I won't touch on that issue but it's good to know financial circumstances is one of the important points in choosing the spouse. I'm just got ready for those survey and presentation in two days! It's damn totally crazy.

And I'm not expecting neither high mark nor good impression as we were not well prepared. It's because we are contradictory among our own member team. Haha! Ridiculous. 

It was about the wealthy and religion. Which one is more important? As a teenager today we often understood it is religion. But unconsciously wealthy has the same standard as religion.

Ops, the question here is, how we view religion?

Some of our team members strictly believed religion is more important. But again what religion is?

And some of our team members believed that wealthy is one of the pillars of religion, which means if you do claim yourself as a religious man, then do you know Islam really preserved women’s right in term of wealthy? In term of economics?

Simply said, if you really understood religion then you know being wealth is compulsory nowadays. Not that rich as Trump or Najib, but it is corresponding with economics nowadays, at least in Malaysia.

Okay, I'm done.

The second part is, I still struggling for my most weakness; the ability to express something. It is damn hard! I failed to explain well and express my own thought orderly. This is a big problem you know. Everything is in mess. Among the four presentations, I think I did well just only for one presentation; Islamic Religious Pluralism.

It was a very different situation for another three presentations. How funny I am!

I am really comfort being the one who listened and just watched them. Haha.

It is a weakness. And yes I know I should improve it. Thanks to those three past presentations which really helped me to identify my biggest problem. Thank you dear QPR and ISI.

And one more thing is I have to organize my thought and understand thoroughly the topic; regardless anything. Thanks to Logics subject!

Ahhh, I just feel wanted to cry.

It’s okay Yam. Everyone do have their own weaknesses and flaws. You too. And you have to improvise it. Make it better. Make it good. It is a basic thing ain’t?

But please I can hurt and torture people through my writings. Haha!